why do you care so much when i’m doing what i’m doing? it’s my fucking business and i can decide at the last minute!!! my decisions firsty affects my life, so i will do what i want, when and how i want, and you don’t have to know all my actions!
when it all went down?
i would love to complain, but don’t know where to start. it’s all so messed up.
it all feels like someone just want to laugh at me. i’m on some kind of probation, and not sure i will be able to deal with it.
and then - are all other a bit gonzo, or i’m the stupid one?
and when i thought, my goals are reached, they just slipped out of my fingers, they mocked at me and run away…
it’s a crazy world, you know. and i’m not sure, i can keep up with its madness.
but on the other hand, maybe it can’t handle my insanity…
don’t blame others for your own lack of ability to judge yourself.
it’s all a bit depressing…